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borschtkot) wrote2016-12-28 01:27 pm
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For Agalio
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For a little while after coming home to Russia Yuri was able to celebrate having won gold. He let himself get lost in the excitement, spending quite a bit of time with his grandfather and the few friends he had from the rink before the excitement died down. Then it was time to get back to work.
And back to work meant time to think.
Think about things Otabek said in text messages. Think about things that happened in hotel rooms that shouldn't have happened but Yuri was stubborn. Because when JJ put out a challenge he couldn't seem to bring himself to back down because it was JJ.
Was that something you were supposed to tell other people about if you were going to date them? Otabek had been so ... polite. And Yuri had turned him down because he didn't know. He didn't know if he was supposed to say anything or if it was what he wanted at all or even if he was good enough to be doing that.
Dating. After a hotel room blow job out of spite. Y e a h . . .
He was in his home rink, stretching before taking to the ice. He wasn't sure if and when Otabek would be arriving, like he'd implied he would. It'd be nice to have an actual friend around... He stretches his arms above his head, tiling his head back a moment before laying forward. Splits were easy at least. He could focus on the dull pull of muscles he'd neglected a little instead of how stupid he was.
Continued from Here--> Otabek
For a little while after coming home to Russia Yuri was able to celebrate having won gold. He let himself get lost in the excitement, spending quite a bit of time with his grandfather and the few friends he had from the rink before the excitement died down. Then it was time to get back to work.
And back to work meant time to think.
Think about things Otabek said in text messages. Think about things that happened in hotel rooms that shouldn't have happened but Yuri was stubborn. Because when JJ put out a challenge he couldn't seem to bring himself to back down because it was JJ.
Was that something you were supposed to tell other people about if you were going to date them? Otabek had been so ... polite. And Yuri had turned him down because he didn't know. He didn't know if he was supposed to say anything or if it was what he wanted at all or even if he was good enough to be doing that.
Dating. After a hotel room blow job out of spite. Y e a h . . .
He was in his home rink, stretching before taking to the ice. He wasn't sure if and when Otabek would be arriving, like he'd implied he would. It'd be nice to have an actual friend around... He stretches his arms above his head, tiling his head back a moment before laying forward. Splits were easy at least. He could focus on the dull pull of muscles he'd neglected a little instead of how stupid he was.
YEP there for yuri - just like bek is :D :D :D
He found a table, still off to the side despite the quietness of the place, and took a seat there.
"That was weird," he said, "at the rink. I hope he doesn't stay in Russia too long."
stalkerrr
Then Otabek brought up JJ.
"Who knows! I don't know what he's after!" Maybe that was a bit too loud but Yuri wanted to slouch away under his hood and flee the conversation already.
"He's just here to bother me. We had an argument and now he's making it his life's purpose to harass me as much as possible."
YEPPPPPPPPP
He was a distraction.
Clearly.
"He seems the type to do it just to rile up people."
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"He stole my shirt after the banquet and we ended up butting heads and it turned into this weird.. ..thing and he pissed me off and I let it bother me and one thing just.. led.. t .."
No, things didn't actually work like that, stop..
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"Ah," he said. He partially thought that maybe Yuri wouldn't want to tell him.
Oddly, that was alright with him. He had no claim over Yuri, and it had happened before he had gotten the nerve to even tell Yuri that he had more complicated feelings than anticipated.
Still, he was a little jealous by what he had seen.
"I'm sure you're not the first he's upset."
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"I don't know what he's actually looking for... I thought he'd be focusing more on. ... On his fiancee right now, not.. harassing me. It seems counter productive doesn't it?"
There was a clear concern there. Why would JJ come all the way to Russia? Please don't say feelings. That would be too weird. Didn't Yuri have enough to deal with?
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"He seems to be odd. I don't think he takes his relationship seriously. He even kissed you."
There. He said it.
But he fully believed if JJ was serious about his relationship, he wouldn't mess around.
He hoped that there were no feelings involved. It would seriously disrupt things with Yuri, he feared.
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Otabek HAD seen the kiss. Yuri slouches in his chair, drawing his legs up. He pulls his hood up as well, seeming to just want to crawl deep into himself and hide for a moment. Otabek was his friend though, right?
Things would be easier if he could tell someone what happened. He should tell someone. Just blurt it out.
"The only reason he kissed me was because I kissed him first." Not the whole truth, but. "Just to piss him off but it didn't exactly work."
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He was trying desperately not to show it, though. It sounded like JJ got exactly what he wanted out of Yuri.
He sat there in silence as a girl brought over two menus, quickly moving away when she noted the feel of the conversation happening at the table.
"That... makes a lot of sense," Otabek said. "It's, well." Should he ask? No. He stopped himself and approached what he wanted to say just a little differently. "As long as nothing is going on now... " it wasn't his business.
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"And what if there was?" He blurted out, feeling his anger making him stupid. "It shouldn't even matter if there was, since I'm here with you right now and not that idiot."
Yes, what if Yuri WAS in a relationship with someone else, Otabek? Couldn't you embrace adultery with him anyway? Ugh.
One day Yuri would think before he spoke.
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"I'm always going to be your friend, Yuri." He tried to speak with sincerity. He was a little hurt, really. He barely ever had friends before, so he certainly hadn't ever had more than friendly feelings before. It was worse than he imagined.
It wasn't going well.
What was he supposed to do or say?
"You can be with whoever you want, and I am glad you are here with me." He just wanted to know so he knew how invested to become.
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The petit skater scrubs his face with his hands, letting his legs drop down.
"..I'll talk to that Canadian idiot and find out what he wants. Just to.. to make everything firm and clear and.. and set in stone or whatever..."
He had to resolve this JJ fiasco then he could focus his attention here...
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"Until then," he looked up towards the girl who approached, and he ordered himself some coffee and some cookies. He didn't eat many sweets, but he did like them with coffee.
Until then, he figured it'd be good to just enjoy the time here.
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He was glad to order something sweet and hot chocolate, refocusing the conversation around to his cats. It was a light enough topic and he asked quite a bit about Otabek's bike.
Anything for this conversation to feel normal.
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Maybe once he settled back down, he'd be able to. He loved to talk about his bike. His bike was his pride and joy.
The drinks and sweets came, and were sat down in front of them, before the barista scooted away again.
"People are often too afraid to ride with me," Otabek said.
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Probably a horrible thing to think about, to be honest.
"Maybe its less the bike and more you. You're really stoic." Otabek kept his temper was really more like. It was a nice change.
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"Me?" he asked. He never really considered that he was off-putting himself. He could see why, though. Sometimes people didn't like when they couldn't read someone. He sipped at his coffee. "I never thought about that."
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"This is your resting face. People aren't scared of the bike, they're scared of you!"
The younger skater is laughing now, shaking his head.
"They just don't want to put in the effort to know you, that's all. You're just serious faced."
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"Then I guess I should thank you for giving me that chance."
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He's a bit redfaced as he looks down into his drink, fiddling with the cup.
"You.. sort of rescue.. kidnapped.. or whatever right off the street, you never really gave me a chance to not give you a chance..."
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"I'm glad you came along, though."
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Why did the girls that tried to get involved in his life have to be insane? He'd probably have more interest in them if they didn't chase him down the street screaming bloody murder.
"Be glad you don't have crazy fans..."
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"It's different at home, but not like what you have to go through. It would help if I had -- " Er, how should he put it. "A nice face like yours."
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"If this really had anything to do with nice faces then I wouldn't have anyone. I just shout, swear and glare wherever I go to make them leave me alone but here we are.. they just like me more."
He waves his hand slightly. "Its CHARISMA I think. You have it on the ice but then you're really subdued off it. "
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Otabek didn't have that at all.
"I am," he said. He nodded several times, and agreed completely. There was no arguing.
"I think it's okay. I don't enjoy being swarmed by people."
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